The Truth Buried Deep Inside My Father’s Empty New Jersey Coffin
I reached through the broken pane and turned the lock from the inside.
The door swung open with a heavy creak.
I stepped into the kitchen.
The air inside was thick and cold, smelling of mildew and stagnant water.
A layer of gray dust covered the counters and the floorboards.
I kept my flashlight pointed downward, using only the edge of the beam to light my path.
I walked through the dining room.
The long mahogany table was still there, covered in a plastic tarp that had gone yellow with age.
My mother’s favorite china cabinet was gone, probably liquidated during the seizure.
I made my way to the front hallway and climbed the stairs toward my father’s study.
Every step felt like a descent into a grave.
This house had been a shell, a front for the work he was doing right beneath our feet.
I reached the door of the study.
It was slightly ajar.
I pushed it open and stepped inside.
The room was stripped bare.
The floor-to-ceiling bookshelves were empty, their dark wood stained where the books used to sit.