The Secret Mother of My Children and the Truth That Saved Us
“The real home.”
I wanted to tell him that the estate had never felt like home to me.
It had always been a place where I had to hide in the shadows.
But as the darkness pulled me under, I felt a strange sense of relief.
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When I woke up, the smell of antiseptic was gone.
Instead, the air smelled of beeswax, lavender, and damp earth.
The steady, clinical beep of the hospital monitor was replaced by a soft, rhythmic hum.
I opened my eyes slowly.
The ceiling above me was made of dark oak beams.
I was lying in a massive four-poster bed with pale linen drapes.
To my left, a tall window showed the grey afternoon sky over the estate gardens.
The rain had slowed to a light drizzle, streaking the glass.
A thin clear tube was resting under my nose, delivering a cool stream of oxygen.
Beside the bed sat a tall metal pole holding an IV bag and a compact medical monitor.
A woman in a navy-blue nurse’s scrub top was sitting in an armchair by the door.