The Price of a Perfect Marriage and the Silent Rebuild of My Worth
He pat my shoulder, a gesture that felt more like a warning than an embrace.
“I’m going to bed,” he said. “Don’t stay up too late.”
He walked out of the kitchen and headed up the stairs.
I stood in the dark kitchen until I heard the bedroom door close upstairs.
My hands were shaking.
I walked back to the entryway and pulled the tote bag out from behind the umbrella stand.
The manila folder was still safely inside.
I took the bag upstairs to my private study, locked it in the bottom drawer of my desk, and kept the key in my pocket.
I did not sleep that night.
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The next morning, the rain had stopped, leaving the suburban streets grey and slick.
I drove into the city at eight o’clock.
The traffic on the highway was heavy, a slow crawl of red brake lights.
I kept my hands tight on the steering wheel.
By ten minutes to nine, I parked my car in a garage two blocks away from 4th Street.
The air was brisk and smelled of damp asphalt and wet autumn leaves.