The Bitter Cost of Securing Safety for the Family I Broke
The guard walked over and touched my shoulder.
“Time’s up, DeLuca,” he said.
I hung up the receiver.
I stood up, my joints cracking in the cold room.
I followed the guard back through the gates.
The metal doors locked behind me with a loud, final thud.
I walked back to my cell and sat on the edge of my cot.
I did not open the envelope under my bed.
I did not need to.
I had the memory of her hand against the glass.
I looked out the narrow window at the gray sky.
The snow had stopped, and a small patch of blue was showing through the clouds.
I was a prisoner, and I would be one for a long time.
But my daughter was free.
And that was a price I would pay every single day.