Finding the Courage to Step Beyond the Shadows of Our Past
I thought about Thomas, my late husband.
I thought about how he always knew what to say to David when David was stubborn.
Now, I had to find those words myself.
The next morning, the sun was bright but cold, casting sharp light through the bare trees.
I dressed in a warm gray sweater and drove down to the Elm Street Café.
The bell above the door jingled as I stepped inside.
The air smelled of roasted coffee beans and cinnamon.
Harold was already sitting at a small table by the window, a steaming mug in front of him.
He stood up when he saw me, a gentle smile appearing on his face.
“Good morning, Eleanor,” he said, pulling out a chair for me.
“Good morning, Harold,” I said, sitting down.
A waitress came over, and I ordered a black coffee.
“How are you holding up?” Harold asked, his eyes full of genuine concern.
“I didn’t sleep much,” I admitted. “I keep thinking about David.”
“That is natural,” Harold said. “A mother’s heart never stops working.”
He took a sip of his tea, looking out the window at the quiet street.