Finding the Courage to Step Beyond the Shadows of Our Past
We reached my small silver sedan, the hood covered in a thin layer of frost.
“Are you going to call him tonight?” Harold asked.
“I don’t know,” I admitted, staring at the keys in my hand. “If I confront him, he might pull away even more.”
Harold nodded slowly, a cloud of condensation forming with his breath. “Sometimes they need to know you are just there. No pressure. Just present.”
He looked at me with a warmth that eased the chill in the air.
“Would you like to get a coffee tomorrow morning?” Harold asked. “There is a quiet place on the corner of Maple and Main. The Elm Street Café.”
“I would like that, Harold,” I said.
“We can talk, or we can just sit,” he said. “Whatever you need.”
“Thank you,” I said, unlocking my car.
“Around ten?” he suggested.
“Ten is perfect.”
I got into the driver’s seat and watched Harold walk to his own car in the distance.
The drive home was a blur of red taillights and yellow street lamps.
My mind raced with images of David as a little boy, scrape-kneed and running to me for comfort.